The future often seems like the past, but it isn't. I am leaving town soon. Tonight at the rise of the hill, the black sweep of a bat, the skreek. Now the wind is up, the chill is in. I feel that my bones are made of sandstone and mildew, that Sydney feeling. What will I make of the dry, and the desert? All around me is transport: trains, planes, dogs out walking. The past was never the future, something you can only earn. What have you forgotten, now you are seated and staring at your hands?