a series of mergings
Louise left me a comment about the emerging/submerging issue. She suggests "the merging is ongoing and never gets further than a series of mergings over a whole career series of mergings". This makes sense to me. I emerged this morning still unwell but needing to consider merging into day's tasks. Rain continues and now is a steady dripping onto paths and, one hopes, into ground and towards the catchment area. Despite it being winter, you can feel a humidity, cold and heat together on skin. Parts of the world continue to be filtered in via two different radio stations in separate areas of the house. The light is low outside but this screen kicks out the light as I type. rain and cloud and the travelling down the colours bright and then grey light windows that don't depend on these words that merge morning's dream that grows with any time